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I'm still in shock right now. Can't believe if this is true or not. I don't know. I just can't.
My mind can't stop thinking stuffs over and over again. I wanna assume that this is just a nightmare. You need to wake me up!!! I can't believe. T.T I feel so weak right now and depressed but still I wanna show mom that I am strong so it won't bother her more. I was thinking of changing situations with her, I would probably take that! T.T Poor mom, she is suffering right now with her 2nd degree burn. I know it's not easy because I also experienced that before but mine's just 1st degree.
Mom will be leaving on Wednesday already going to Dubai and now, since she's injured, it will really be a hard time for her to travel. But I know, with God, nothing is impossible. I know, He will heal my mom.

This is the story how she got into this accident...

Dad was boiling water (electrical) and he placed it at the top of the fridge since the plug is just near there. Suddenly, mom opened the fridge and bam! the water poured onto her body and she panicked. I got nervous ahead with her scream. That terror scream I can't forget that turned me into tears. Mom and I are really hysterical so both of us just cried and cried and still in shock of what had happened. People came into our home and interrogated that situation. They used tomatoes to medicate mom but minutes after, we went to the hospital to aid her immediately. She was crying and crying and crying and so do I. I can't bear watching my mom in pain.

Mom, I know, she was mad at dad because of that but somehow I still don't want to blame anybody. I felt pissed with dad too but because of this broad mind that God has given me, I changed my perspective ahead. When we were still in the hospital, the nurses medicated her and since they were going here and there, I decided to help them and put those stuffs to cool down her body. I was crying as I was doing the routine, and so as mom. I can't help my tears while telling her to stop crying. I was asking for God's help, then suddenly, the holy spirit gave me the courage to do something for mom, that was praying. I told mom to pray together and her tears burst out more and so do I. As we ended the prayer, the nurse was already there standing in front of me. Well, I hope she prayed for my mom too.
To change the mood, I tried to throw out jokes but still, it wasn't effective. I wanna make mom laugh like before but still I can see her grieving face. I will just lay this all to God, praying that He will heal my mom immediately. Lord please? T.T


P.S.

I was absent in my classes today to spend time with mom because she's leaving so soon but I guess, I won't be around in school again tomorrow. I have to accompany my mom.
Thy will be done. God has a purpose why this thing happened. I know, He will never leave and forsake us. God is always good and I will leave everything unto Him. I still thank Him because the pain that mom has is bearable and I know, this too shall pass. To God be the glory!